ive been up too late two nights in a row,

wishing sarah sweet goodbyes at an epic going away party yestereve, then roof musing over last sips of wine until the birds chased us to our beds with emily.

i think ive got a new plan and its making me very excited.

will write more later,
for now,
i cut veggies, watch a funny thing, and then sleep. sleep late n deep. mmm 

too late monday night

i should be sleeping but i cant
i keep lucid dreaming about wandering ottawa streets..

so i switched on my light and started writing. and then reading old writings. and then watched that video in love actually when mark shows juliet the video and she realises he loves her. i love that video.

came across this in my journal,
"the goal is to combine your raitional waking life with the infinite possibilities of your dream life. then anything is possible."

is my waking life rational?

i cant help but believe him

“And one by one the nights between our separated cities are joined to the night that unites us.”
― Pablo Neruda

i see rainbows in your smile

hi celine.